I am patiently waiting for my jeans to dry, since I forgot to wash/dry them last night. Oops. I am listening to Hillsong on repeat. Atleast I have been for the last day and a half. It speaks to me. Like my previous post said. Last night was hard. I learned some things about some people that I didnt want to know, or just didnt feel like I could handle. Maybe I can. Maybe God is showing me and testing me so when something harder comes along, he know I can face it with my head held high. I am not looking forward to today and tomorrow. I wish winter break was here already so I could just relax and not deal with all this drama that has taken my life in the last few weeks. I guess it is my fault. I let myself like someone who God didnt see fit for me to be with. But it hurts. And now I am slowly loosing my best friend. But I praise God. He is the everlasting light in my life. He cares and loves and holds and protects me. He is glorious. And everyday I must remember that. I must remember that he gave me this life, he gave me the breath, the people, and the will to live and serve Him each day. Praise God.