Gone

Today all my seniors left me. Brandon, who I like to think of as one of my closet guys friends, hugged me tight and walked away and I am scared I wont see him again. Will him and her be together now and I wont know? Will he join the Marines and not say goodbye. Will I be able to call him whenever, at whatever time to yell and scream about the Carolina Hurricanes? 

Will I see Hannah and Katelyn anymore? Will they still go to church and visit me and rescue me from life? 

Will I see Nadia again who always puts a smile on my face :]

Will I hear from Corey again? Will he be happy? What will his life be like?

I still talk with Kerri who is hundreds of miles away, but will I remain friends with those who are closer?

It scares me so much to think of losing them. Here I am. One more year of highschool to go, and I dont have them near? It makes me incredibly sad. I should be studying for exams but my mind is so preoccupied. I just cant lose them. I dont know if I can go without seeing Brandon for that long!