I cannot believe I have not blogged in almost 2 months. That's summer for ya! Except, sadly, I have not done much at all. Craziness has completely invaded my life recently starting with my grandma having to have heart surgery to her having a stroke to Alex being SO INCREDIBLY BUSY to him in school to me leaving for college and everything in between. I wish time would just slow down, but at the same time I need it to speed up. Fast. REALLY fast. Don't ask why. You don't need to hear it. Alex's birthday is tomorrow so I am really excited about that. I bought him a tattoo for his birthday about 2 weeks ago maybe. And I wanted to get him something else he can actually open on his birthday cause it makes me sad if his family all gets him something but his girlfriend does not. BUT I don't even have the money anymore...when did life get so hard? I am going to figure out something to give him. It'll be small probably and also a card, but what else can I do. I just don't want anyone disappointed in me, especially Alex. I could really use a hug right now, well, actually, it seems like every hour I need a hug. Lots of stress. I am praying for Alex non stop and I am scared I am not going to be able to do anything if something does happen. I am constantly worried he will be hurt or anything with his job. I am literally going crazy sometimes. So a hug would be well appreciated. I think my little brother woke up. Maybe I shall go see him. Actually, I will.

PEACE :)