SNOW

Today it snowed. Enough said. Even if it was a little bit, I still got to see beautiful, glorious snow. I am waiting for it to snow some more and cover the world in a blanket of white. BEAUTIFUL. Today I also got pink roses from a guy who is trying to gain my trust. I honestly do not know what to think of this. Since when does getting flowers mean trust... Its sweet that he likes me, but its obvious to everyone that I like someone else. So I think maybe this is just a game to him. That I am some prize that he must win. But, anyway. I am doing really well because if the certain guy I like basically makes my day. And since I have been SO busy this week, I plan on cuddling up in my bed with my polar bear, dark chocolate and watch HARRY POTTER :] I am super excited. It sounds pathetic, but its not. :] :] :] The snow definitely made my day.

Smile- Uncle Kracker

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile

I LOVE THIS SONG :] I wish I wrote it. I plan on covering it and recording it for Youtube when I get my camera this Christmas. Today has been fairly good. I need to keep faith. And I wish people would have more faith in me as well.

I need to start getting ready for a small concert with the band but I cant stop listening to this song :]

Its easy to fall back into something you have always known because you have yourself trained to each and ever aspect of it, and you hope there will be no roadblocks on the way. And I did that last night basically. Well almost. Lets just say I learned something about a past friend which didnt exactly bother me, but that made me realize running back to that part of my life would do me no good. Yet, that feeling of being wanted sill lingers in my way and it takes courage that I cannot find right now to push it away.

Today has been a good day. At school we had a firedrill, which doesnt sound too amazing, but I got to talk to a friend which made it amazing. And i talked to him after class. And on the phone for like 5 minutes. I am not weird. I just like talking to him. I got my mom another Christmas gift and one for a friend. At around 6 im going to IHOP with a few people then singing at Barnes and Noble. How exciting. I dont really feel like saying much. Sorry for the lack of enthusiasm.