Yesterday was Christmas, and it flew by. The high you feel getting closer and closer to Christmas is all gone. Now, I guess I am sad...I really wanted snow but unfortunately, we got rain. I guess that is expected in NC. I am very grateful for all the people in my life. They show more love than any gift could ever show. However, I did in enjoy my gifts. I am at a confusing point. At least for the last week I have been. I am slowly trying to fix this. I really don't have much to say, or I just don't feel like bringing up the past. I hopefully will be going shopping today. Maybe everything wont be cleaned out by the time I go...

What is right? What is wrong? Who can determine that. Because other than God, I can find no one else. So, if I am meant to do something, even though it may be wrong in others eyes because it will hurt me, if God finds it right for me, I must follow. Right? Thats my problem at this moment. I ask for prayer from my close friends, and trust. Oh, how I wish I knew what I was getting myself into. Lets just say, this shall be interesting.

Winter break is going lovely. Only 4 more days until Christmas :] My Saviors birthday. I cannot wait to see the look on Porters face when we start tearing into all the presents into the tree. Will he even be interested? It is exciting. Well, I am praying for our world. Will you do the same?