Things are changing so quickly. Life is becoming hectic or confusing. You think you know something or someone but it turns out you don't. And then that affects how you treat others. And then you push people away like you always do. You push people away you don't want to lose. You're scared you will lose the one person who means the most to you. But then again, you don't want to be too clingy. You want the other one to want you just the same. But if you don't cling for dear life, they may think you don't really care yourself. Lord, life is confusing.