Don't you just love it when you go to the doctors, hoping that they can tell you what is wrong with you, maybe give you some medicine, or something. Of course, they always end up telling you that you have just a cold, or sinus infection or virus and that they can do nothing. "Sleep, Lots of Fluids, Rest." Yeah, yeah.. I know. If you have not figured out by now, I am sick. I am actually feeling better. I got to the doctor around 7am and it took TWO hours for them to tell me to rest. ldfLJKDSkLf. Oh well. Then I got a bagel and went home and slept for like 2 hours. That was very much needed since I did not sleep very well last night. I am incredibly bored. Alex is at the dentist so I cannot really talk to him right now. I miss him so much when I am not with him. And I miss him so much when he leaves the room. OH. Okay, so I have decided that Porter, my little brother, and Stephanie, Alex's niece, are the cutes babies on the earth. I cannot get over how adorable they are. Its crazy because Stephanie is SO SMALL compared to when Porter was her age. Hes not that much older but hes a giant. Oh dear. I think one of the reasons I love her so much, well, one of the two reasons, well actually -haha- one of the three reasons I love her so much is because she has Red Hair. It makes me so happy. And I love her because she is Alex's niece and I love watching him play with her. Its beautiful and amazing. And three, because when my mom told me she was pregnant, I really wanted it to be a girl. However, it was not. And I got Porter. WHICH I AM HAPPY ABOUT. But, now I have a little girl to be around. It makes me so happy. I am so happy. I gained so much when I met Alex. So So So So much.