Today

Its been one of those days. The one that really really scares you and breaks you. Your heart rate increases and you just dont want to do what you know you have to. And unfortunately, as much as I wanted to run, I couldnt. So I faced today. Not with a determined face, but a face of gloom. And that is so unlike me. I didnt want pity, I really just wanted one thing. And, God sees it fit to not give me that right now. So I will wait, as long as I possibly can. If I am destined to have you, then I will wait a lifetime. Because I trust you and want you in my life. So, even though today started off with tears and heart ache, it ended with a friend. And that friend could make all the difference in the world.

Today, I found out who my true friends are. And for that, I am grateful. Today, I learned that asking for help is not a bad thing at all. It shows no sign of weakness. It shows you are not perfect, but youre trying your hardest to be the best you can be.