Its easy to fall back into something you have always known because you have yourself trained to each and ever aspect of it, and you hope there will be no roadblocks on the way. And I did that last night basically. Well almost. Lets just say I learned something about a past friend which didnt exactly bother me, but that made me realize running back to that part of my life would do me no good. Yet, that feeling of being wanted sill lingers in my way and it takes courage that I cannot find right now to push it away.